How to save a life?

Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.

Some thoughts left unspoken.
Some feelings left untouched.
When things aren't going anywhere good.
When all you see is fear and darkness.
What went wrong? You start to question yourself over and over again.
Am i not good enough? Not understanding enough?

Once bitten, twice shy.
You wouldn't want things to end up the same way it ended like last time.
The fear lingers, the thoughts stayed.
Where did I go wrong?
Between the lines of fear and blame, i begin to wonder..

I look upon happy days with you.
I don't wish history to repeat itself.
You gave me the courage to love again, so why am I feeling all these again?
Its all coming back to me.
Just like bad memories weren't supposed to.
Its supposed to be erased from my memory. Not linger..
:(

im sorry if im very stubborn and want things to be done my way sometimes.
im sorry if i didnt care for ur feelings.
im sorry if everything's nt going well.
im sorry if i let u have the thought of me using you.
im sorry for every wrong thing i've done.

I'm Sorry...