Monday, July 9, 2007

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

I DUNNO WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG...


THINGS JUST DON'T SEEMS RIGHT.
I DUNNO IF I'VE DONE THE RIGHT THING.
I DUNNO IF I'M AT FAULT.


I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE.
PERHAPS I NEED WHOEVER CARES BOUT ME.


FORGIVE AND FORGET.
I DUNNO. I CAN FORGIVE, I CAN'T FORGET.
ONCE A HEART IS BROKEN, ITS HARD TO MEND BACK.
EVEN IF IT'S MENDED, THERE'LL BE A SCAR.


UNFAITHFULNESS.
ONE WORD THAT CAN KILL MY HEART AND BRING MY WHOLE RELATIONSHIP DOWN.
IT CAN EVEN MAKE ME HURT MYSELF LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
SLIT AND CUT TILL MY WHOLE HAND IS FILLED WITH BLOOD AND CUTS.
UNFORTUNATELY, IT HAPPENED.


SO, I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN EVER ACCEPT OR CAN YOU SALVAGE THIS RELATIONSHIP BACK.
ALL I CAN SAY IS, I'M QUITE CONTENDED WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW.
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I NEED THE BREAK.
I GUESS 10DAYS IS NOT ENOUGH.


WE'LL DRIFT.
FEELINGS WILL GRADUALLY FADE.
MAYBE.....

TIME HEALS EVERYTHING.



DUN TELL ME ITS BULLSHIT,
ITS MY FUCKING OWN THINKING AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO PREACH BOUT ANYTHING TO ME.
PLEASE RESPECT MY DECISION.
PLEASE DON'T FUCKING SAY I'VE MY RIGHTS, YOU HAVE UR RIGHTS TOO.

I'M PRINCESS AND I WANT THE BEST.
EVERYTHING MUST BE DONE MY WAY.


LIKE I SAY, BULLSHIT.
YOU CAN CHOOSE TO LEAVE, COZ I'M ALREADY NUMB FROM THE PAST.



AND FOR THE MEANTIME,

PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.
I NEED PEACE.
I NEED FREEDOM.
I NEED MY GIRLFRIENDS.



THANK YOU. YOUR KINDNESS IS DEEPLY APPRECIATED.

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