Mood of the day : EMO.

And yes..
EMO perhaps is the best word to describe. Probably life's screwed up also.
Don't even have to mood to do my work, rather have the energy to rant here.
When you have to make a decision between a guy whom u love the most and family members.

Who will you choose?

Family members coz they're gonna be with you for the rest of ur life, and ur parents whom brought you up.
OR
The guy whom you love and probably whom u see as ur future, but in other perspective, you've some doubts coz of some stupid n fucking incidents which happened in the past.

Well, I've raised the question. I dunno why i did that also. Perhaps out of anger or rather, i'm tired and don't wish to be sandwiched in between.
So now, I dunno what our status is right now.. Coz we don't even bother to msg each other. Or perhaps, we're waiting for the other party to msg first.

So, don't even bother to ask me " BREAK LE AH?" or " YOU SINGLE AGAIN?" or whatever terms and shits you can think of to ask me. Coz, I won't be able to ans ur questions.

But whatever it may takes, I hope to get an answer to everything soon.
Different views,different stands,different treatment and different say.

Maybe FATE doesn't allow. Or maybe you're really meant to be hers.

HAIX.


Friends or whoever is reading this, don't have to worry bout me.
I think i'll be fine.
Or perhaps give me some time, den i'll be the Rachy smiling to you again.
Thank you for hearing me RANT so much. :)